12.06.2005 22:03
05122005
nothing much today had training but coach didnt come ran the usual ten sets dismissed after that went to swensens with a couple of them i didnt eat anything saw the menu and i'm full already went to kfc after swensens i had LUNCH ha howcanlifegoonwithoutfoodandnicepeople-seriously i went to pcc myself to check out if my bike is still there rode to backcourt to play bball for awhile then came home. so,i can drone on and on and on... itsjusttheaveragelife,i say.
today,i didnt have to worry about breakfast or lunch or anything. aunt came to my house early in the morning. she bought and brought breakfast! she surfed the net while i went back to sleep. woke up at 12 and she asked if i wanted to go out and eat lunch. 'course i did! ate at cafe cartel. so i spend the whole day with her. going everywhere. its not really that bad actually. i got to eat and i got to come out,take a break and all that sorts.
we always say,cherish...(whatever things)... but more often than not,we take things for granted. take money for granted,take people for granted.. take,anything that can be taken for granted,for granted. to cherish things,its easier said than done. we only learn things the hard way. we know we dont have to,but we still do. we choose rudeness over politeness,we choose selfishness over selflessness.. we choose,we chose. typing this,i know what the hell is going on and what really went wrong. however,when its my turn to choose yet again.. how will i do it?
"open the eyes of my heart, Lord.
open the eyes of my heart.."
