12.04.2005 09:09
Sunday morning and i'm not in church...
how does it feel to know that you're waiting for your time to be up. that every day spent is like a grace from God. that you know you're dying but just dont know when. that you feel like you still have lots to do and lots to say. that how you feel doesnt matter 'cause you're going to keep it to yourself. everybody's deceiving themselves. nobody's telling him that his tumor is cancerous. he knows in his heart perhaps,but he dare not ask. whether it is cause of the fear of knowing or fear of hurting your loved ones. we all have to go through death,what matters more is 'where do we go?'.
"here i am to worship
here i am to bow down
here i am to say that you're my God
you're altogether lovely
altogether worthy
altogether wonderful to me."
