1.14.2006 23:40
hey dad,
im writing to you
not to tell you that i still hate you
just to ask you how you feel and how we fell apart.
how this fell apart.
are you happy out there in this great wide world.
do you think about your sons
do you miss your little girl
when you lay your head down
how do you sleep at night
do you even wonder if we're alright
but we're alright
we're alright
its been a long hard road without you by my side.
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mothers heart
you broke your children for life
its not ok but we're alright
i remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine.
i spent so many years learning how to survive.
now im writing just to let you know i'm still alive
the days i spent so cold so hungry
were full of hate
i was so angry
the scars run deep inside this tattooed body
theres things i'll take to my grave
but i'm ok
i'm ok
its been a long hard road with out you by my side.
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mothers heart
you broke your children for life
its not ok but we're alright
i remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
now i'm writing just to let you know i'm still alive
that i'm atill alive
and sometimes i forgive
yea and this time.
i'll admit that i miss you said i miss you
its been a long hard road without you by side.
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mothers heart
you broke your children for life
its not ok but we're alright
i remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
now im writing just to let you know we're still alive
and sometimes i forgive and this time i'll admit that i miss you.
i miss you.
hey dad.
