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1.16.2006 22:09
i'm beginning to doubt that my decision was a right one. on a train 15 odd years now,i got off today. nobody said the stop that i've taken was a stop too late. but now i'm alone,i'm thinking of stupid hurtful small things like i tried to reach out for help but no one's there,or i got response but they arent the right ones. i cant hear myself. i hate this. i should have seen this coming,i hate to fear the unknown. now i tell you i'm sorry because there is nothing else that i can do. someday,you will learn to understand,this wasnt what i planned. i genuinely wanted things to get better,but i cant see it now,neither in the near future. i begin to regret,when all is too late.. there is no turning back,no turning back. i'll keep falling. no one can help me cause i dont deserve any help. i dont know if y'all would see this,but if you do,i really hope y'all would understand. it wasnt an easy thing to do at all. to choose,to decide.
bruised and battered,
dazed and shattered.


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ruthg
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