1.08.2006 22:24
saturday-seventhjanuarytwothousandandsix.
was supposed to have trg this morning. ha. so much for hope that it wouldnt rain,it still rained. so its been four-five days of rain and pain. can you see the whole connection? it rains and we cant train. isnt that a pain. we ran and skipped and did a little shooting. so am i supposed to be contented that we didnt have to go to the gym? anyways,it was the same thing at alj trg later in the afternoon. it rained blah blah blah.
jie if you ever read this,i just wanna say i'm really glad i got to talk to you. thank you for everything. jiayous! (':
sunday-eighthjanuarytwothousandandsixi finally got the courage to leave the church i grew up in,all for the sake of a new life. the quest for a better life since the start of the new year didnt go exactly well though. shall not go into details. all i can say is,what's meant to be shall be,we shouldnt try too hard to go against it. maybe we shouldnt even try,things will only get worse. )': anyways,church was good,i'm learning to fit in..
dont teach me contentment,i cant learn.
dont teach me how to be good,i will never be good enough.
i wanna get out of here.
from this dark cold life i live in,and the endlessness i fear.
