4.13.2006 10:18
i am absent today again. say i pon sch or what la. i dont give a damn anyway. well if you want reasons since people always need reasons.. i am down with a lil bit of cough flu and what have you. its not convincing enough? its is indeed not convincing. but the point here is not about it being convincing or not cos i'll have an MC. anyway,nothing i say is convincing. ONLY WHATEVER THINGS THE TEACHER SAY IS CONVINCING ENOUGH FOR YOU TO RAIL AT ME. i cant believe it. i trained so bloody hard for the cross country and yeah,all i could settle for is to go there with the rest of them and STAND THERE AND WATCH. and i dont even deserve it. you called my mother. you bloody called her and tell her i wanna skip your lesson to go RUN cross country. why say i wanna skip your lesson? i did not want to go just to purposely skip your lesson. does it take someone who knows me inside out to know that that competition meant hell lots to me. i feel really bad. i felt bad the whole day. i felt bad when i stood at the finishing line waiting for our sch competitors to run in. i wanted so much for my chance and it never came. and does it take a genius to know that in my damn state of leg,i am NOT able to run. you wanted to hear this from me didnt you. all of you,all of you wanted to hear this coming out from me isnt it? then i say it. i'll say it now. I CANT RUN AND I BLOODY KNOW THAT.
hey cheryl wonder if you'd read this. was glad you kept your promise. at least i think. hah. was super glad to see you come in first! (:
