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5.02.2006 22:36
dear diary,
i've lost myself. how i learnt to smile when deep down inside i am crying. but there are just some times i cant do it-to pretend nothing has happened,to pretend that i am happy. it gets annoying at times,how i do not respond to people who are concerned and asked me about things. it turns people off. many times i want to apologise,sometimes i do but what use has it got anyway? teach me how to respond. tell me that if i share these problems,somebody out there can help me. i am really exasperated. i dont like the way things are now. everything in fact. i dont want to speak up. i want to yet i dont want to. it just makes me feel worst. people leave me alone. its not what i want but it is what has to be done.


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