5.23.2006 16:27
literature lesson today...
losing your innocence simply means gaining awareness. INNOCENCE-the power to be happy and free from worldly troubles. everyone loses this innocence,its only a matter of time. looking back on my life,i cant remember when i've lost this innocence yet i know i've lost it. the more aware one is aware about all things,the more cynical one get. so its about growing up right? when you are growing up or have grown up,you probably would like to turn back time,to return to the innocent person you once were. but guess what,its not possible,and sadly looking at yourself change,you know you're changing and will change even more. regardless of being good or bad. this awareness in you made you wanna get back to the time you were ignorant. these are vicious and irreversible changes in people. we cant stop it from happening. what ms teo said was right today,said its okay to lose your innocence but one must never lose hope. linking this innocence to my trust just made me remember of an incident where i've lost innocence. it is just so hard to get over it,it felt like a thousand knives pierced through me. okay,rubbish i wouldnt know since i was never stabbed this way before. hahaha. yeah,an attempt to be cheerful,an attempt to find this hope. it is important to be happy and put things behind you 'cause you would never know who will use the unhappiness you werent able to let go against you.
