6.27.2006 11:46
i know i am supposed to be in school now.
so,school reopened yesterday.
apart from ms oh's lessons that is in the i&e room,i was in class the whole day trying to finish that amath paper. mr ho changed the test date to thursday see. nvm.
lit lessons was INTERESTING as usual..
ms teo:"ruth,why have you not start on your work?"
me:"yeah,ms teo,i was thinking of what to think."
1 hour to do work that was supposed to be done in 20 mins and yet i didnt write a single thing on the paper. ms teo was nice,she let us do as homework. passive stoicism,power of will and maternal wisdom-questionmark.
so 3 periods of physics on mondays...
1.50pm,i&e room-
ms oh:"ruth,is there anything you want to tell me or anything i can help you?"
me:"oh,sure you can but you may not."
ms oh:"no,i am sure i can help you."
me:"yeah,you sure you wanna help me? let me go home at 2 then."
ms oh thinks i am not ok,said anything can go talk to her,said i seemed so filled with angst. ya,where did the ANGST come from. told her i am not an angry person. then she said i am filled with frustrations,i told her again i am not a frustrated person. then she said i am depressed,i said,do i really look depressed? then she said a little. nono ms oh,you totally got it all wrong but its ok. you teach physics,not psychology. but she was nice,she let us off on time. (:
came home and watch vcds again. went to grandparents' house for dinner. realised i haven been going there the past few weeks. the vegetables werent very cooked. grandma has fallen ill.):
went swimming alone after that. sis was in the cab with me. when reaching,she asked if it was my friend outside walking. i only caught a glimpse so i wasnt sure. asked her why she think it was my friend and she said she saw her in one of my photos. ha. i swam 20 laps non stop.
woke up at 4am today to do math... blah blah blah...
i didnt go to school.
