9.26.2006 23:49
fatality is my name; i m so into fatalism. said i wasnt going to do well and i did not do anything about it and yeah,true enough,I'VE GOT THE MOST DESIRABLE RESULTS EVER. ALL THE 5s and 6s. you name it,i have it. console me,tell me there is still o levels. yeah,i am aware. but look, i need to add on to it. there is still o levels "to do even more BADLY". you be frank and tell me there aint no time fooling around and i show you how i play games everyday. really,its not about giving up. FACE IT, i suck at mugging.
sighs- you didnt read it like a rebellion yeah. i am just so I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. frustrated,angry,sad,anxious,dejected,despondent and the list will go on and on and on till the day i say wake up and study. well,there is not going to be that day. great have THAT thought going through your mind. i know what it says. it says,
HOPELESS CASE YOU'RE GONER
but yes i am so what?
anyway,my whole point after beating about the whole !@#$ bush..
my white flag is hoisted up and fluttering up in the air and i say,"surrender".
what a day yesterday. teacher cried,and i ought to be ashamed of myself? no stop it this is not a time for reflection. well i had my fair share of tears alright. okaye,i know i deserved it. thats it. it was such a bad monday in conclusion and i made it bad for me.
today was better. well at least the papers i got back today were all that i've passed. since when did it work that way? that we only had to pass the papers. nevermind,its nothing to ponder about anyway. mr mok was sooooooo extremely superbly NICE to me today. i had a spelling error on my exam paper and he made me write it 100 times before i could get back my paper while the others just went up to get theirs. cool huh. now take your time to laugh... i spelt unconscious as "unconcious"
ahh i see you've mocked enough already? okaye so lets move on...
didnt do quite well for english but i think i can pull off a C5 at least? whatever,it does not make a difference to the overwhelming L1R5 anyway.
hey i just wanna say thank you for that letter and chocolate. u know who you are (:
