10.13.2006 15:49
haven been updating for a few reasons...
-i dont have time.
-even if i have the time to come online,i'd be in audition! hahahahaha.
-and i cant face some things.
the thing about not having enough time. its really true now. it seemed like yesterday when i was told o's are like 123 days away. and today i am left with 17 days. cool. but yet i am still here blogging. plus,i just played audition? hahahahaha. its funnnnnnn okayeeeeeeeeee. i completed a mission today and earned 500 den. omgomg! hahahaha. and swan lake is my favourite songggg lately. LOL. ok back to the topic. well,mum just reached home. gosh where is THE peace? everyone's applying for studying leave. i wrote a few and even signed one of them yet none of them is mine. -.- guess i am better off in school. at home,its all about audition and tee veeeee. hahahahahaha.
have you ever resist blogging so much when some things happened to you that you think you wanna write about it and yet you dont wanna write it at the same time all together. cos as you type the damn entry about whatever,the whole things starts to replay in your mind again. what sorrows and what fears. they all rehearse in your minds. damn. whatever,get out of my head.
have been barred from the mr mok's inner circle for english lessons. hahahaha. that is cos i skipped that 3 period lessons and ended up at macdonald's? sighs- shouldnt have done that i guess but i just had to account for my hunger. hahahahahaha. so i formed the outer circle with no rights to talk. LOL. okayeeeee not so bad i actually did my compre today can. :P
math is still a disaster but nevertheless i do aim to PASS. combined science isnt as easy as everyone thinks. it requires much memory work. plan this experiment,explain this,show that.... blah. dammit.
alright thats about all i have to whine about. till the next time then.
aint gonna show no weakness.
i'm gonna smile and tell the whole world i'm fine.
i'm gonna keep my senses.
but deep down where no one can hear me
i'll be crying.
