11.12.2006 22:24
went to pastor's house for the mission trip meeting yesterday. they were surprised i actually took time to attend the meeting though i'm still in the midst of the so dreaded examinations. i went with much reluctance obviously but as soon as i was there i felt at peace. we discussed every single detail with formality i am not familiar with. and i am the youngest in the team of 14. really looking forward to serving the Lord in this aspect. and christmas would be much meaningful at Bangalore; helping out at VBS and stuff there,a brand new experience. it kinda scares me sometimes to come to think of it. i'll be so faraway from home doing things i never imagine i could do before. i wonder what is it. it is the fear of shouldering any possible responsibilities? i have always been so. avoiding every duty possible and now i am taking up this task to glorify God. it will be fun in a different way. to experience life in India. perhaps the meeting changed my whole perspective about the trip. i definitely treat it with much more seriousness now. let us all continue to grow in the Lord!
it took courage and determination to let it go.
now,before i knew it,i've already embarked on a new journey.
putting everything behind me finally...
