1.24.2007 16:31
i'm back to write something again. its not about the urge but more about emptiness doing something about nothing. i've been doing math the whole afternoon. and there is nothing else i can do except to come online. its kinda like a random post so yeah, read on only if you think you've nothing else to do.
apart from being helpless watching time pass and the sun setting slowly and soon its gonna be night and the next day is school,i am still very very very upset. i feel neglected but life still goes on and on and on and on and on. things dont go my way. things go its own way. i wanna escape from everything. i just wish i can have more time to stop and to think what has been going on and what have i done so far to hurt my life. the pace of life now is going way too fast. too fast to even realise sometimes. and the more i try to keep up with things,the more i feel lost and alone. not alone literally i hope you know what i mean. and when people get all busy,they neglect and forget,and dont seem to be as caring to things as they were before. i dont know if i am one of them,but when i feel forgotten and neglected,i know who's busy with what they call life.
that's all. and i am 15 minutes closer to the next i-dread-very-much school day. yay. ):
