8.23.2007 14:57
i always try to find ways and reasons to not go to school.
today im not in school yet its not because of one of my plans to stay away from doing zuo wen in that dreadful 1.5 hours of sheer torture every week or the lecture that will stretch till 7pm today. its only because i ve been sick. i finally have a good reason to stay home right. it doesnt feel good at all! );
i wonder who comes to view this blog nowadays.. its as good as dead. i've been trying to update but i cant even find time to revise my work much less blog. the reality of jc, or rather, the reality of someone like me who cant stay focused on my work, is that you'd lead a very no-life kinda life. i've been fighting to hand in the work i owe teachers. and its very very very lousy!
this is how the vicious cycle goes:
step1: you find all opportunity to go out and play and neglect your work
step2: you can not hand in your work on time
step3: you owe a big deal of homework you can never try to finish
step4: your teacher decides to include assessment marks so you have to hand it in
step5: you find yourself doing all the work just to hand the piece of homework in time to get some marks
step6: you're dead meat.
then more work is piling up in the process of trying to finish your previous work. you can never get to finish anything at all! and you dont have time to revise or do anything and you get stressed and what?!
i wonder if i've changed sometimes, in my attitude towards everything. i dont remember myself feeling so disconnected with my world. )': i dont even take responsibility for myself. this is the nothing i've become.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------anywayyyyy, P im cheerful okay!! hahahaha! i think we have to do the zuowen together next time already.. and she'll be fuming mad to find that we are not even trying to do any of the zuoye. and where is my chinese file?! hahah! (:weitangggggggggg! long time no seeeeee! ):
