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4.18.2008 23:42
aunt talked to me today, it didnt set me thinking. i actually know there's no way out for me but to continue in this suck fest for the rest of the year. i have with me, an irresponsible attitude towards work. but does anybody realize that the motivations behind such an attitude is different this time. its not rebellion like it used to be, its tiredness and unwillingness. "think about it carefully, make sure this is what you want." or similar phrases like that. i dont know. apprehension over the future that is unknown, my indecision is driven by it. yet, what future do i have if i continue like this?

this week has been bad, so was last week, so was last last week, so was last ... last week, and so will next week, next next week, next ... next week.

it has reached a point where these tears dont mean anything anymore, because you see them so often. it would have helped if you saw them differently; if it is like what it used to be.


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